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43. Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?

This is a NO. I don’t know why I replied yes. LOL I think I meant to reply yes to something else. because I didn’t even expand on this question.

I have not. But I have cracked my skull open. Pretty gnar,

45. What is wrong with you right now?

Skipped over this question. Sorry. School is wrong with me. School is difficult as shit.

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1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette? 

YES YES YES. I’ve seen first hand how smoking cigarettes affect your body and I was exposed to that early on in my life. I would gladly go the rest of my life without smoking a cigarette.

2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused? 

I am currently in a transition in my life. I can’t say I’m one or the other because I’m not taken but I’m not single and ready to mingle. lol. I’m just focusing on myself.

3: What if I told you that you were pretty? 

I would say thank you, 

4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?

YES. Just recently. Still felt like it was me. I will ALWAYS feel like it’s me.

 

5: Are you interested in anyone right now? 

Myself. Really just myself. Me me me!

6: What are you looking forward to in the next week? 

*answered this earlier* : I’m going to be visiting my home state next week! It’s a huge surprise and no one in my family knows. (except my sister who is in charge of making sure they don’t make huge plans) I’m so excited to see them!

7: Do you want to be single? 

No, I do not. I think that would answer question number 2 and 5 without really directly answering it.

8: Did you go out or stay in last night? 

Stayed in. I just needed to sleep. I was drained from an exhausting week of school and work.

9: How late did you stay up last night? 

I went to sleep pretty early. I don’t remember what time I fell asleep.

10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot? 

In a platonic way, a week ago. My professor is really chill, and as a student and an artist himself, he just gets us. Which is cool.

In a non-platonic way, on Thursday. I don’t just like him a lot, I love him. More than I love myself, apparently.

11: Last three things you had to drink? 

Soda, water, energy drink. BAD BAD BAD

12: Have you pretended to like someone? 

Never. I’m a pretty open book. I can’t hide my feelings or emotions.

13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?

No, I have never. 

 

14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months? 

NO! HAhahaah. I moved away from my home state 3 months ago, so the answer to this question is no. LOL

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone? 

VERY. I give a lot of myself, and when that isn’t reciprocated or stops being reciprocated - it crushes my entire being. It’s like a little jab to the heart. I am just a soul who 

16: Think back five months ago, were you single? 

SO MANY SINGLE QUESTIONS. lol. No, five months ago I was not single.

17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon? 

I was at work! Fixing computers n shit.

18: Hold hands with anyone this week?

Nope nope.

 

19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol? 

I probably could. Do I want to? Nah. It helps my asocial self be friendly at parties. Sad to know I need it to control my neuroticism when I’m at a social gathering.

20: What would you name your future daughter? 

*answered this earlier* : I never really thought of this. I never imagined myself having a daughter so I never really cared to pick out names. I have a list of future son names! lol.

21: Do you miss anyone? 

I miss more people than I can count on my two hands. That’s a whole lotta people!

22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night? 

I haven’t.

23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? 

Nope, took place at an airport. Sigh.

24: Are you good at hiding your feelings? 

God, I wish I was! I’m definitely not. I’m such an open book. I am good at controlling the extremity of HOW sad or HOW annoyed I am, but you will always see it in my face.

25: Have you ever cried from being so mad? 

LOL YES I HAVE! I don’t get mad very often, but when I do I get so irritated with myself because I can’t lash out while mad. I just sit there so mad and I start crying that I can’t DO ANYTHING lol

26: Who did you last see in person? 

Wayne and Tate. Wayne is my coworker, and Tate is my manager.

27: Are you listening to music right now? 

Pandora Station: The Night Out Radio — currently playing, “Stay the Night” by Zedd.

28: What is something you currently want right now? 

For next weekend to arrive already! I JUST WANT TO SEE FAMILY AND FEEL COMFORT IN KNOWING MY STRUGGLES ARE NOT IN VAIN AND ARE FOR SOMETHING!

29: What is the last thing you said out lot? 

“What is the last thing you said out lot? Wtf?” HAHAHAHAHA I think they meant out loud.

30: How is your heart lately? 

Physically, was breaking while I was crying yesterday; but today feels fine.

Figuratively, was breaking but slowly mending itself.

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie? 

Today, YES. lol. I think I also find myself wearing the hood of my hoodie any time I wear a hoodie…. now that I think of it.

32: Are you wearing socks? 

Nope. That would be hella weird.

33: What do people call you? 

Jess. Little G. Rebel. Cass #2. Female. (all by my coworkers lol)

34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight? 

Already did. We have stopped talking for the day.

35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?

Plenty. I’m only 20 years old but I face stressful situations as if I was having a mid life crisis.

 

36: Who did you last share a bed with? 

My sister when she came to visit me in August.

37: Did you do something bad today? 

I haven’t started my homework. HUE HUE HUE.

38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you? 

My manager. I had a mental breakdown at work and he pulled me aside and just let me vent. Which was really nice because I’ve never had a manager care about my life as a student and employee.

39: Do you get stressed out easily? 

I REALLY WISH I DIDN’T. Sadly, I do get stressed out easily.

40: Will you sing today? 

I sing a long to EVERY song I listen to when I’m at home. Hahahaha.

41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t? 

Every day. I tend to hold myself back from saying things because I just overthink everything.

42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone? 

Recently, it was Leonel. He let me just talk. It was nice. Before him, I’ve had absolutely no one to talk to because Diego, my best friend, just landed a temporary management role at his job, so he’s been super busy and I haven’t really had time to talk to him.

43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance? 

YES!

44: What are you listening to right now? 

You Used to Hold Me (Laidback Luke Remix) — Calvin Harris. I like the original a lot better.

45: What is wrong with you right now? 

46: What is on your wrists right now? 

Hair band. I always have a hair band on my wrist.

47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?

H&M. It was something I bought in the last shopping binge I had before moving here.

 

48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider? 

HOT CHOCOLATE. yaaaaaaa.

49: Do you make wishes at 11:11? 

Nah, I always miss it

50: Are you a good artist? 

I used to think I was. But since I moved here and started going to school with OTHER artists, it’s like daaaamn. Tf! I am NO WHERE near as talented as some of these kids!

51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh? 

YESSSSSSS. It is.

52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago? 

*answered this question earlier* : Yes and no. I do because they were a lot easier and simpler times. I don’t because everything that has happened since then has taught me a lot of valuable life lessons that will help me in the future.

53: Ever been on a golf cart? 

JV GOLF my freshman year. WUT WUT. I was set to play Varsity my sophomore year but I ended up transferring schools and preferred playing water polo instead so I didn’t continue playing golf. Sadly.

54: Do you have trust issues? 

If given reason to, yes. Even if it’s a small issue, I will go crazy about lack of trust. If given reason to.

55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who? 

A boy in high school. Feels like centuries ago.

56: Do you own something from Hot Topic? 

Currently, no. I don’t think. I love Hot Topic though.

57: Do you use chap stick?

Not as much as I should.

 

58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face? 

Yes. Kicked someone in the balls too. Don’t fuq with me.

59: Do you have a little sister? 

Yes, love her to death. SHE IS MY SPIRIT ANIMAL. I am so proud to have a little sister like her. She’s honestly my best friend.

60: Have you ever been to New York? 

No I have not, I really want to visit and maybe even live there for a bit one day.

61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? 

With all of my heart, all of my soul. Every fiber in my being meant it.

62: Have you hugged someone within the last week? 

YES! I was about to say no. But yes I have. I made a real friend last week, and she is a HEAVEN SENT ANGEL. It was on Thursday and she just let me cry and cry and cry and talk about how i was feeling and made NO JUDGMENTS. I love her. She was literally heaven sent.

63: What were you doing at midnight last night? 

Sleeping bruh.

64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? 

I’ve kissed the same guy for two years. Anyone before that is just not worth dwelling over. It holds no importance whether I regret it or not so why waste time regretting it? Ya know?

65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? 

*answered this question earlier* : Yeah. My coworkers always make me smile. Whether it’s my coworkers from the store in CA or the ones here in HI. They always make me smile and laugh like no other.

66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?

Yes. Oh how I wish I had cherished those most often.

 

67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days? 

:( no :(

68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? 

I would rather sleep with him. I can’t sleep alone. I don’t product body heat. I am always cold as fuck.

69: Will next Friday be a good one?

FUCK YEAH HALLOWEEN BITCHES. lol lol lol omg i’m sorry idk what came over me. but yeah. I’LL BE IN CALIFORNIA NEXT FRIDAY FOR HALLOWEEN. INVITE ME PLACES N SHIT

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"I was just thinking about someone else touching you and now I can’t decide on whether I want to break their hands or my own."
i just want you all to myself, i’m sorry  (via geo-wee)

(via letsnotpretenditsl0ve)

swingsetindecember:

i wish more people said that being single is normal

and you’re not going to meet and marry someone

and that’s fine

and if marriage happens, it happens. and it’s not the next big ticket to check off in life’s checklist

because not everyone meets someone they want to marry. and that’s normal

you’re not broken or unfulfilled if you are single

(via nessagrey)

vves:

do you ever read old conversations you had with someone and realize how much more they used to be interested you and it makes you feel like complete shit because everything is different now and you can tell you’ve just lost that shine that got their attention in the first place

(via shutup-behappy)

"I don’t deserve you but god, I want to. I want to spend the rest of my life trying to deserve you."
— (via gwavyyy)

(via shutup-behappy)

trillionaremindset:

I really hope yall develop some chill 😩😩💀💀💀💀

dawg-with-a-blawg:

stop-chicken-nugget-abuse:

nevvzealand:

happy birthday someone

I like reblog going this becaUSE WHAT IF YOU SAW THIS ON YOUR BIRTHDAY HOW COOL WOULD THAT BE

ITS MY BIRTHDAY

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tilltodayssunrise: 6, 20, 52, 65 :)

6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
— I’m going to be visiting my home state next week! It’s a huge surprise and no one in my family knows. (except my sister who is in charge of making sure they don’t make huge plans). I’m so excited to see them!

20: What would you name your future daughter?
— I never really thought of this. I never imagined myself having a daughter so I never really cared to pick out names. I have a list of future son names! Lol

52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
— Yes. And no. I do because they were a lot easier and simpler times. I don’t because everything that has happened since then has taught me a lot of valuable life lessons that will help me in the future.

65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
— Yeah. My coworkers always make me smile. Whether it’s my coworkers from the store in CA or the ones here in the HI store, they will always make me smile and laugh like no other.

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trzynastyksiezyc:

talkdowntowhitepeople:

idk why introverts have a reputation of being quiet and shy people who’d rather be alone. have you ever been friends with an introvert who’s decided you’re worth their time? we turn into the clingiest, most needy pieces of shit on the planet because there’s so few people we actually can stand

That’s exactly what all the people should know. 

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these are actually really intriguing. shoot me some. 1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
7: Do you want to be single?
8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
9: How late did you stay up last night?
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
11: Last three things you had to drink?
12: Have you pretended to like someone?
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
20: What would you name your future daughter?
21: Do you miss anyone?
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
26: Who did you last see in person?
27: Are you listening to music right now?
28: What is something you currently want right now?
29: What is the last thing you said out lot?
30: How is your heart lately?
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
32: Are you wearing socks?
33: What do people call you?
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
36: Who did you last share a bed with?
37: Did you do something bad today?
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
39: Do you get stressed out easily?
40: Will you sing today?
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
44: What are you listening to right now?
45: What is wrong with you right now?
46: What is on your wrists right now?
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wea
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
50: Are you a good artist?
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
53: Ever been on a golf cart?
54: Do you have trust issues?
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
57: Do you use chap stick?
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
59: Do you have a little sister?
60: Have you ever been to New York?
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
69: Will next Friday be a good one?